As the days are passing on better days are yet to come. What I have learned this year was that when you lose everything you love and care for and watch your hard work fall apart, theres nothing you can really do besides waiting it out like a gray cloud, hard times will pass and turn into memory's and loved ones remain in our hearts forever. With days passing and times collapsing we grow older and learn from the mistakes we constantly make but even with all the regret I would never change a thing in my life because these are the things that made me. Although it has been a long and hard year, I have both grown physically and mentally prepared